Silent MindI want to free my mind.
I need to feel the emptiness.
I want to close my eyes and never open them (again).
The raindrops fall desperately on the ground without any sound.
Silence...Is all I want to hear.
Those emotions that I don't want to feel.
Everything is tearing me apart and I can't ignore.
It doesn't need my confession.
I can only feel the depression and frustration I go through.
The suffering..the damnation..
I can take no action (against it).
The reflection I see in falling raindrops is the reflection of growing pain.
I can feel the suffocation of being too empty.
Maybe it's only a delusion, an illusion...and my confusion.
But I will never know.
So just give me some redemption
and I will no longer be here.
Show me the reason for giving you my devotion
and I won't be searching where.
While you're hiding somewhere,
I'll be screaming out of nowhere..
And I will go anywhere just to go away from here.
I want to go that far.
I want to free myself from lies.
If I need to free my mind,
Bearing the PainI saw you that day,
your lifeless body...
Everything reminds me of you,
I was trying to forget you.
I saw you in my dreams,
you were like a butterfly, flying freely.
You were like a mirage to me,
because I knew
I would not be able to see you when I wake up.
Suddenly everything turned upside down,
things won't be the same again, right now.
And those promises I made to you,
they will never make any sense...
not now, not tomorrow, not in a lifetime.
As I light the candle,
I am hoping to see your silhouette in its flames.
As I look into the mirror,
I am hoping to see your reflection standing next to me.
When I saw you that day,
you did not make any sound, you did not move.
You were peaceful and harmless...
just like a lavender flower you were holding in your hand.
I continue asking myself,
Why didn't you take me with you?
Why did you leave, without saying any goodbye...
You are unable to feel anything anymore,
take me with you...
I'm still here,
take me with you...
Make me forget the pain.